Emily is my reminder my peace in life that keeps me sane. I swear God speaks to me through her, sounds wierd but I believe its true. It seems that at the right moment she'll ask the greatest question or say the sweatest thing. Sunday on the way to church she recieited her bible verse perfectly. She rarely memorizes these so when she belted out "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." I literally felt that God was telling me to give my constant worry a rest. I have been exhausted by the constant arguing/worry between us. Everything we've been doing debating about is out of frustration. These times are hard Yeah there making us crazy. I heard a song today that fit where we are in life in our relationship and it brought tears to my eyes. For the First Time by The Scripts. "Life will bring you pain all by itself. Your responsibility is to create joy." ~Milton Erickson
Jake is our challenge a result of poor decisions, it sure does hurt when your child misbehaves so much. How could anyone want to give up on their kid and leave them to be a child of this universe alone with out guidance. I trust that things will work out along with major persistance and discipline.
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