Paradise and New Beginings

Just another day in paradise here at the house. The kids are so funny; Jake with his big healed socks. He says the funniest things like today he said he loves the way girls smell. I ask God every night for another day in paradise, cause there’s no place I’d rather be than here with my family. Most of the time. Mike and I have grown from this experience, were such a good team. I love him so much we realize now how important it is to support each other not compete with one another. We’ve always been in competition.
I realize I have been selfish in many ways over the years. After a little tough love and some reading from Dale Carnegie I think I have come to realize that life is not all about me. Jake is telling me to turn off the computer, that it is time for my work to be done. These past few days I’ve been wrapping up all the projects I had going for my business. Ugh….. My work is never done. Can’t wait to start the new job, what a great group of people I will be working with. I look forward to meeting new people and having all new experiences.

Today

I've been caught sideways, trying to pickup pieces of my soul. This past month has been like carrying around the past in a hundred pound sack. Today I'm gonna keep on walking.....this was my motivation...
I'm gonna hold my head up high and leave it all behind.....
Today I'm gonna stand out in the rain and wash it all away.
Let it go. Oh yeah!
I 'm gonna keep on walking hold my head up high got no more tears to cry. Today was the day I accepted the job, I feel I've been forgiven and can start living again. No hard feelings, I just have to move on. Thanks Tim McGraw for yet another great song.